a fresh start

i know i know i havent been blogging for quite a while already.have been terribly lethargic grouchy and PMSsimistic of late and i dun see why i have to come online to type down anecdotal thoughts when i can do other stuffs like sleeping/eating/stoning.you must be thinking of what a sad fuck i am having to indulge in simple pleasures like this but i'm seriously sick of studying though i havent been doing much of the latter lately though i really feel i want to study however ironic i may seem.school's fine and i've not been sleeping during lessons and lectures already and i realise (only now) how helpful it is not to sleep and pay attention and i could actually grasp some concepts of my various subjects though particularly for some 'it still is a COMPLETE waste of time(no names mentioned).hope i'm not too late.prelims are 'nextnextweek' or effectively in 9 days time and all i ask is to get a pass for most of my subjects while an A for maths (dont say i'm 'hao lian' i fucking put quite a lot of effort in't;4 more topics before i finish my 'TYS') and considering my results from my blocks this is 'what-i-ought-to-get'.ooo got caught for long hair on friday and i sure'd enjoyed my day having breakfast at macs and lunch at the-mall-near-my-school's food court while everyone else were suffering from brain haemorrhage and eating shitty canteen food.right enough of digressinging already time to treasure friendships and delve into the world of maths and econs.fuck everything else,for now :)